Thought

It hurt my heart, I had to put a stone face to the girl. The look she gave me...
Will she forgive me?

Adventures of a blue upright vacuum cleaner

A window. First floor. The man glimpses outside. Downwards. Grass. Just grass. It needs cutting. Concrete path. Pebble finished precast concrete garage panels. Cloudy. The man looks out, again. This time, an upright vacuum cleaner is standing on the grass. Flanking the concrete path. A blue machine.Proud. Settling its thingness on that afternoon. He watches.

He misses an eyelid. He watches again. It is no longer there. It has disappeared. Silently. Completely.

The man wonders.

The internet of things.

Musician's wake

The faint notes of a violin concerto were still permeating his consciousness when the man woke up, the sun shining on his face that morning. He remembered it as a Max Bruch work, or was it by Mozart? The Bruch piece has been a favourite of his for a long time. Why was he playing it, literally playing the violin part, when he is incapable of performing on any instrument? The solitary street accordionist, most probably a Kurdish busker, performing in a busy city street at midday, had stuck in his memory. Flashes of his childhood, of street musicians in another time, another era, another place, drops of memory taking over his eyes on that afternoon.

A smile on his lips.

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I hope that she will not be disturbed, after all these years.

Silent farewell

1976. The man is in a long distance coach. Destination? The international airport, two hours away. It is early in the morning, he is still yawning. Suddenly, a flash of gold and blue on the outer area of his vision caught his attention. She was there, in her blue school uniform, her blonde long hair lighting up her standard attire, probably in her way to her school, the German College in Valparaíso. She was very young, much younger than he was. The man had shied away from befriending her because of that. He was afraid to break her, her delicate features, her school successes, of which he had had glimpses. 

Sometimes, coming back from university, he would share a bus with her, and her friends, too. Always at a distance, titillating near the point of collapsing, like a tremor urging to be released as an earthquake which would had ripened his heart out of his chest, laid bare for her to see it.

That morning, he whispered a silent farewell.

So many years have flown away, yet she is still in his heart. Especially, in the silence of the night.

At night, there is always a light on in his bedroom.

Invention and reality

Inventing, he had created the principle of reality.

Umberto Eco

Creating the world

"God created the world by speaking. He didn't send a telegram."

Umberto Eco

Or by posting on Facebook, I add.

Pink, Grey

A flash of bright pink on the corner of my vision. I glance down. the pinkness is a girl, or a young woman, running. She disappears behind the block of garages. 

Seconds later, she reappears, she has something in her arms, embracing it. Looks like a baby, it cannot be, the way she is holding it. This "she" is a girl, a child of ten, perhaps. The brightness of her pink trousers shouts out of the grey rain covered ground. Even the grass looks that shade of grey. She is dancing, a dance which is as colourful as her clothing, holding the baby doll in her hands, tightly embraced. 

She is gyrating gyrating gyrating, her radiant face raised to the sky. She kisses the doll, a monkey doll? She disappears pirouetting, the doll raised to the sky, too.

An offering?

The moment lingers, I look outside, it is no longer grey rain what I see...

Today's thought

Loneliness.

Friend.

Foe.

There.

Bonfire at Pearson Park, Hull 1977

On November 5th, 1977, I dropped with friends to Pearson Park for this huge bonfire. The camera was with me, as usual.

I fly exhibited this image this weekend on Princes Avenue, near Pearson Park end, Hull.

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